Today was a decent day. Lastnight certainly did not go the way I had hoped. I felt used a bit and disrespected.

“You wear your heart on your sleeve, Anya.” says a regular of mine this afternoon. “You are the nicest person and I hate to see you always holding everything in. Your eyes are heartbreaking.” says my neighbor and friend. “I admire everything you do and how you live…who you are. You never really knew me before but I’ve seen you through the years do good things and be happy.” says an out of towner!? I know I have nobody following me on this site bc I never use it. These quotes that are listed…explains the rollercoaster I was on today. I detest when I get down and out and pity myself because obviously people do care about my happiness and I should, too. The last quote listed….that girl surprised me. I didn’t really know her that well and I hugged her for the kind words. I needed to be reminded by a stranger…is that sad? I guess this is a letter to myself to remind me to buck up, if others have confidence in me…strangers….then I should as well. Live and love everyday.

What a rad video…. I think of the movie Melancholia when I watch it.

If I got to experience it once, then I will know it when it crosses me again. I cannot accept anything less. Going in with no expectations, I had something so rare and for that I must look at myself as a lucky one….a deserving one.

January 30, 2012

I really should start working on my website again. One of the worst feelings for me ever is losing motivation for fantastic ideas. Yes, I tend to have a hard time focusing. #easilydistracted

My fave bands as of late…. .Fixers .The Courteeners .French Films .GIVERS .Metronomy

Finding stuff like this around Columbus always makes me smile.

He’s pretty much my life. Meet Frank, the most loyal cuddle buddy ever.

I kind of want to buy this for my niece. It would make me chuckle.

Folding and unfolding.